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It's hard to look into your eyes
You make my heart beat faster
And I suddenly go blind
My mind flies away
I feel deinstitutionalised from my body
Everything I thought was right
Has gone away
I'm taking chances now
And there you are with that smile on your face
I've found a new way to love
Is it love?
Love the impossible
Love the imperfect perfection
Of your marked arms
Bruised memories
And fractal life
What have you done to me
To my continuous safe, static state of sentiment-free body?
You've revitalized everything
And there you are with that smile on your face
Not knowing this
Not knowing me
Not knowing me at all